When I was a little girl I always pictured myself with a big family. I loved taking care of my sister and brother and felt natural to take on the mother role. I doubted god when he gave me the gift of my children. I thought "why did this happen to me?' As time has gone by I know god knew I could handle this. Don't get me wrong, I have my days where I want to sit and cry because I miss having a normal life. But then I take a look around and see my beautiful healthy children, and I know I am the luckiest person in the world. I hope you all have enjoyed this site and I really have tried to port raid the hard times as well as the loving times. Mike and I have seen the best and the worst of people this year. I believe in order to appreciate goodness it is important to see the other side as well. For all the people that have supported and loved us, you are the answer from heaven. Mike and I are overwhelmed with the love our volunteers and community have given us. Mark my words someday we will repay you all for the kindness and pay it forward.

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